picture of you crouched on a rock
calling the tides, sending strings out
from your fingers
calling the tides, sending strings out
from your fingers
hot palms you bought our
movie tickets, too slippery to hold
in the butter dark
movie tickets, too slippery to hold
in the butter dark
the moon, a coin, and our bodies
churning along
churning along
crawling onto the couch,
one paw down my pants
one paw down my pants
they say the moon is a stranger,
a case of faces
a case of faces
dark brown mole on your
shining chin, as kids we teased
it had its own population
shining chin, as kids we teased
it had its own population
shy islands
we locked into each other,
neither of us knowing
what do with pain
we locked into each other,
neither of us knowing
what do with pain
you learned so much
eating and spitting yourself
out again
out again
aged on the porch, young in the wind
reading about Zen, making altars
with garbage, cooking Poppy tea
reading about Zen, making altars
with garbage, cooking Poppy tea
living with your mother, your father,
and then yourself,
dying
dying
you were her moon, and mine
dignified in the dark
eager and kind
moon always looking for
the sun of total
warmth
the sun of total
warmth
dozing in the promise
of a shadow
lifting
So good.
ReplyDeletesuch beautiful grief. thank you.
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