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I want to receive money and fruit from loved ones. 

Safety and security are not locked in a treasure chest
at the bottom of a sunken ship.

My desires create pleasure.

For example I want a strawberry cheesecake.  

I can create desire. 

For example I have a strawberry cheesecake.
I have a river running through the woods

in the evening when the light is gold and soft. 
I want to go sit alongside the river running through the woods

in the evening when the light is gold and soft
with the cheesecake.  

My reality is difficult to sense.
Over time, my loved ones slowly clothe and feed me. 

I don't know what to make of it.
But I am on the case.