Number One

Fear is the heart killer. The Dune guy
was off an organ. Fear enlivens the mind
just fine. Fearful people have plenty 
of stories to tell. Do I fear prison?
Who LOVES prison?
Why is there a place that exists
that NO ONE loves? How can I
hold a loveless space in my psyche?
If I believe in Hell,
then why would I create it on Earth?
If I don't believe in Hell,
then why would I create it on Earth?
That is so dangerous and strange. 

It is in my best interest to face

danger. There are so many words
that bind me. The heart has a 
message that hurts. I let it hurt me
so I can change out of my playclothes.
I played house as a child
and I played a child as an adult.
Preparing for the real deal.
What makes pain real?
We get one body.
We feel as long as we have one.
But the body comes first. 
So the math says protect bodies. 

Bodies come first.  

Until this is a tale older than my trauma
I will simply never be free. 
I will simply never be free.
I will simply never be free. 

Bodies come first. 

Until this is a tale older than our trauma

We will simply never be free.
We will simply never be free.

We will simply never be free.